Sorry I have not posted in a very long time. Looks like christmas came and went. And my gifts are still under the tree unopened! WOW! I guess they will eventually be opened before the New Year. Everything was going fine until December 18th. I suffered a very unexpected lost of my bff who was like a sister. I have good days and bad days. I reflect back on every moment we shared together and remember there were many great days we shared. I guess that's what makes it so difficult because we can't share them anymore. I wake up and am tempted to call her but have to catch myself because she won't be answering. I have to remember when I drive by her house that she is no longer there and I can't stop. It is very hard guys because its not like I can reroute, I have no choice but to pass her house, for she was two houses down from me and I passed her to get house. I am not depressed about the lost as I know if she could still be here she would, but then I think, all the pain she dealt with is no more, being tired all the time, and short of breath all gone, sad to say I find comfort in losing her to have her not suffer from her many afflictions.
So in memory of you, save me a game or two of 5000 over in glory and I'll always remember you and think of you when I go to Country Fisherman (Our favorite place to Eat). Thank you for everything thoughout my life as I have known you for 33 years! You may be gone but never forgotten. I will always remember you through your "big boy" Kaleel. REST IN PEACE!!!
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